End of Week 4

So, last night was the end of week 4.  It was kind of an upsetting weigh in for me.  I only lost 1.6 pounds for a total of 13.2 pounds in 4 weeks.  I know that it is good and it is a loss but for me I was not happy.  So I am going back to the beginning and starting over with what I am eating.  That has to be what it is.  I have good work outs so I am going to try something new this time.  I want to get everything I can out of this and I do not want to mess this up.  So this week it is all about kicking butt and I want to be the biggest loser next week for weigh in.

In other exciting news: this past Saturday, the "pink ladies" (my team and I), decided to do the spinning class for our Saturday workout.  All I have to say is that it was a killer workout in more ways than one.  We are going on 3 days later and I still feel like I have a bike seat up my butt!  Those bikes do not have comfy seats! I have a lot of padding back there but I don't know what would save my poor behind from that thing.  So I have decided if I do that class again, I am going to go buy an extra padded bike seat for it!

Saturday afternoon I also went and talked with the therapist that is working with us.  I really did not know if I wanted to go. I know I am already crazy!  Do I really need someone telling me that?  So I thought to myself, if I am going to give 110% to this new journey then I should go.  I have to say it was not that bad.  We talked about an hour and I did feel a lot better.  She still wants to meet again next week to continue to talk about things.  I know I have some deep issues about food or I would not be the way and weight that I am right now.  So I am hoping that we can figure out what is the true meaning of what is behind my weight. 

So last funny before I go...I swear everything funny likes to happen to me.  So last night I was working out on the elliptical before our final weigh in and there was an older man running on the treadmill beside me.  I was going very hard and any faster I probably would have fallen right off the machine.  The next thing I know I am "eating and breathing" the worst smell over!  The old man ripped a big fart; I have not smelled anything so bad in my life!  I came to a dead stop and about fell off!  I know that stuff kind of happens but a sorry would be nice but instead you just cover your own face!  So my lesson from last night...I am going to stay way for old men on treadmills!

Don't forget tonight is our show on ABC at 7:30pm.  Sorry if you are not local.

I almost forgot...I wanted to let you know Andrew has also lost weight.  He is up to 8 pounds in the 4 weeks.  Well he first gained 2 pounds from eating everything I could not have anymore and since then he has lost the 8 pounds.  I am so proud of him!